Drunk again, I must stop this nonsense. Tosc is doing his nightly shower routine. Had a lovely weekend, he liked his computer, although there was a minor tussle (“I’m not taking this, this is too much!” etc, very boring).

Anyway, must get back to cake and whisky. Lovely. Everything is lovely. Don’t feel so depressed today. Must try to harness this positivity for tomorrow, although trying to manipulate brain chemistry is hard.